I just wanted to share some of my thoughts from
today. Maybe you will find them familiar. For me it’s often very helpful to
write down my thoughts, and I recommend you the same.
Today I was on an all-day business conference.
The women was gorgeous. The visitors and the hostesses too. On my way to the
conference I felt confident, but when I met the beautiful hostesses waiting to
check me in, an old feeling just came up in me. It feels like „I am the little
shy weak poor guy from my past, and I just want to go in, please don’t notice
me, I don’t want to bother or disturb these girls, it would look embarrassing,
I am so sorry…”. Maybe a little bit I am checking the hostess eyes, while she
is searching my name, maybe I even try a tiny joke on that she is searching too
long, but only quietly, so she don’t even hear that, and I feel even more
uncomfortable. My confidence had suffered a strong attack, so it made my whole
day (for worse).
My look was perfect, but I just didn’t feel the
good flow. I was shy till the end of the day. I knew it’s all in my head, but
It was still so hard to be the cool guy I use to be sometimes. I was practicing
to change my mindset during the less interesting presentations and during the
breaks. I was visualizing myself as a highly successful man, who has “at home”
a couple of hot girlfriends like these ones next to me. I instantly felt an upraise
in my calmness and my movements slowed down. It felt good, but I was still
thinking about why the hot girls are not eyeing me up. Some of them did that,
but I just don’t bothered, probably my mind wanted to strengthen the idea of I
am a looser.
It was an interesting, and motivating day
towards self-development.
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